Waves (?)

I thoutgh about calling you tonight
But then, it came the came the wave
The deadly sins where here, and they were right.

I meant to call you.
But then, it all came like a wave
It's always like that
A little ironic. Jut too much

The births I didn't gave
The sons I didn't had
You would never know
The things I knew

Are you still pretending to be sorry
When you fuck them?
It's not fair
You would never know

Can you fell it now?
Can you?